Saturday, March 26, 2011

aku tak sekuat dan setegar yang Engkau kira

ku tak percaya, aku merasa tak percaya
dia telah pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri
ku tak berdaya, aku merasa tak berdaya
mengapa cobaan, datang tiada henti

ooh Tuhanku, cobaanMu kali ini
terlalu berat bebanku tak mungkin bisa kutanggung sendiri
ooh Tuhanku, mengapa Kau lakukan ini
aku tak sekuat setegar yang Engkau kira ku tak bisa sendiri

kini bagaimana, aku kini harus melangkah
tanpa orang yang menjadi sinar jalanku

ooh Tuhanku, cobaanMu kali ini
terlalu berat bebanku tak mungkin bisa kutanggung sendiri
ooh Tuhanku,mengapa Kau laukan ini
aku tak sekuat setegar yang Engkau kira ku tak bisa sendiri

ku takkan mampu, sendiri
ku takkan mampu, sendiri

Lyrics from "hilangnya harapan,by Dira Sugandi"

Ya Allah..jangan biarkan aku menjalani ini sendirian..
aku takkan bisa dan takkan sanggup ya Allah kalau sendirian..
senantiasa dampingi aku..agar aku tidak keluar dari jalurMu ya Rabb..
aku ternyata tidak sekuat dan setegar yang Engkau kira..
beri aku kekuatan ya Allah..
beri aku jalan keluarnya..
beri aku petunjukMu..
beri aku tanda tanda jawaban dan ridhoMu ya Rabb..
beri aku kejaibanMu yang sangat aku butuhkan saat ini..
Ridhoi dan berkahi ya Rabb..
Amiiin ya Rabbal Alamin..

Sunday, March 20, 2011

way back into love

I've been living with a shadow over head
I;ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday

I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corner of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it trough without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refused to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the sign
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me trough the night
I used some direction
And I'm open to your suggetions

All I wanna do is find the way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'llbe there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find the way back into love
I can't make it trough with find away back in to love
and if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
and you help me to start again
you know that I'll be there for you in the end


I really love that lyrics and the song of course and also the movie.. the romantic movie with full of music in there..
It reminds me with my efforts to find a way back in to love, after I trapped in the bad situation for years..
Than I met you.. I don't know it happens so fast.. I just can see clearly my way.. and it's you..
So the song "way back into love" it's clearly represent my journey trying so hard to find a way back in to love again..
Thank you God.. it's because of You too that I finnaly can get out from the trapped that happens for so long.. that I finnaly could found my way back into love.. alhamdulillah..